DJ Ms. White

So, I'm being driven around for 6 hours today so I could eat at Maria's Taco Express in Austin. The forums are a lifesaver on the road.

My birthday cake. A dark chocolate cheesecake with dark chocolate ganache over the top.

So, I just realized that I could listen to pandora.com on my Blackberry! I have a feeling I'll be getting a "you're approaching the 5 gig limit" message soon.

http://www.youtube.com/user/official.../4/d-mYX0qKkB8
Probably one of my favorite songs.

To my understanding it means both reality and illusion. From my point of view, that's the best word to describe schizophrenia. It's a constant struggle to understand what's real and what's illusion, but I realized today, for me, how to tell the difference.

In my dreams of both day and night, while I hear sound and "feel" its vibrations, I'm the only one who ever speaks.

In reality I speak with other people and feel/hear the sound.

In my delusions, I speak with other people but do not feel the sounds.