Promises hung from your finger tips Dangled before our eyes We applauded our own damnation Praised the puppets show of lies And still they dance upon your stage of deception Still they twist and writhe Remove their heads but it will ruin the fiction We much prefer their masks of lies So bring forth your serpents Make them dance just like before No need for a sequel Feed us yesterday's lies, we'll still beg for more Will the curtain ever fall? Or will the show go on? Is this a tragedy that has no ending? Burn this fucking stage to the ground! You are nothing but a perfect deception A hollow man ...
This moment of clarity Pulled the skin back from my eyes My bonds are broken But they will once again be retied Cities burn before me And only shadows that lurk behind these eyes Will ever serve to remind me I once loved those I now despise I tore the lips right from my face I'm so tired of pleading At least now I can pretend I'm smiling I spit the heart right from my chest I couldn't stop the bleeding Gouge out my eyes, I will cry no more This flesh is cold And I feel nothing Without what's within I am only suffering Life crumbles around me The earth recoils from each footfall ...
Kind of kicking me while I'm down, but I just found out my cat Thelma was put down. The vet thinks she had a tumor. I'm very sad at the moment.
My Pappy, went to the hospital for a Catheter of some sort and some other stuff to do with his clots in his Leg. He's a very active Person with some troubling genealogy.
I was able to speak with my advisor today before he left for CERN, and he says he'll speak with my professors about me getting incompletes for my courses this quarter. It means a buttload of work next quarter, BUT I'm only taking 8 hours (full course load is 12 hours a quarter), and I'll be on my the meds I need to be on to function more like a normal person.