Thread: FORMAL APOLOGY

In light of recent events, I .[Ag3nT]., would like to formally apoligize to
TTP and their admins for my disrespect. Letting my anger get the best of me is not being a team player and I appreciate playing here.
The reason for my apology started as a fued with Odawgg. We have very much different views and are not particularly fond of eachother, but I would like to say that I am sorry Odawgg for my actions. I am sorry for talking shit to you in the manner that I did, and as you being an admin, was one of the highest forms of disrespect.
If my apology comes of as a weakness, then so be it. I slept on it and realized what I did was wrong. If all of the TTP admins hate my guts, then I cannot change your views upon myself. If Odwagg thinks Im the biggest bitch of them all, thats fine. I did what needed to be done and said my apologies.

.[Ag3nT].

Agent, if I were you I would send direct apology to Odie. You been on here long enough to know the rules and policies of the server. Sigh.....

The shame involved in making such an apology is bad enough.

But to think that any of us hate you is simply wrong. I don't have time to hate, like, love, or persecute anyone specifically.

Our job is to keep the peace, stability, flow, and teamplay of the server. That means any player, any regular, any new connection, or even any ADMIN that thinks it's their right to start throwing insults at the team or the server is persecuted and removed from the server.

Saying things like "it's just a game", especially towards those that spend their free time, neglect their lives, spend their money, their reputations, and their health PROVIDING THIS ENTIRE COMMUNITY, SERVER, AND GAME FOR YOU TO PLAY is the biggest, most disrespectful, most insulting, most ungrateful, most ignorant, most offensive, and absolutely.....above all....most heart breaking thing you could say to any of us, but most especially a high admin or founder such as odawwg.

I'm not going to get into the cliche's of "you have no idea" how hard this is. This shit aint hard. It's fucking work. It's staying up late, logging into the FTP, checking server browser, patching every single damn thing on this page and game server you can think of every week or month, reinstalling, optimizing, upgrading, and paying out the fucking nose..........so punks like you can come in here and play "just a game".

You go right ahead, with your attitude and your indifference, and find as many people as you wish that see this as "just a game". But this shit hasn't been "just a game" since it was founded. It's the REASON it was founded.

I'm not going to threaten you with last chances, or remind you of your previous stints in the hole/banned forum. I'm not going to give you some sort of ultimatum, or expect you to ever understand.

But for fucks sake........how much more can guys like OD, me, sjt, skervy, tony, digital, sambo, biggd, bighub, dome, geeseven...........the list is well into the dozens and dozens.............how much more do we haev to fucking do to get even an ouce of respect from punks like you? What's it going to take? Have you seen ANYTHING out there that beats our shit?

Have you played ANYWHERE else that beats our shit?

Have you found admins ANYWHERE who actually pride themselves on fairness and freedom to speak, such as in the abuse and banned topics?

You break my heart. Why do we even bother with this shit agent? Why don't we just give up and let it all go? Why are we paying money for people like you to get on and snub your nose and make fun of us? What's the point, agent?

New sig.....here it comes....

TTP........this ain't no fucking game.

Sig'd....I hate dumb new guys who say, "CALM DOWN DOOD, ITS JUST A GAME".....Idiots have no idea how TTP rolls......