Apologies

**BiGG-D** · 08-20-09, 09:38 PM

You were not standoffish in the least I think you kept it together very well last weekend lag.

I remember when you told in the booth what had happened because I had asked you where you had been all day and I was at an utter loss for words. All I could say was Im sorry for your loss what a terrible thing to happen to someone you care about. Other that that I didnt know what to say because I couldn't really see how much it was effecting you. I think that poem is very beautiful and I'm glad you shared it with us. You are an incredibly strong person for being able to hold your emotions for so long. I'll pray for you and your friend.

**dustyCALIBER** · 08-20-09, 09:47 PM

I feel your pain.. more than you know

I am here if ya need a shoulder or an ear.

**WileECyte** · 08-20-09, 09:58 PM

Hey laggy, I wouldn't have known had you not said something at the bar. So sorry for your loss. We'll keep you in our thoughts and prayers.

**flame** · 08-20-09, 10:02 PM

I thought you were just tired or something. You seemed happy to me, your face just looked tired. Good to meet you, sorry to hear it was a rough weekend for you.

**laggyNgroovy** · 08-21-09, 04:42 PM

Everyone, I do appreciate all the kind words. Some of the vectors that have been coming back to me have been suprising to say the least. Some of the developments that I will not go into it have been pleasantly shocking.

The funeral service was .... pleasant? calming? Minus the parts where people were speaking on her life, the rest of it was conducted in Hindi. I was able to infer some of the symbology, other parts I waited and asked my Indian friends about later. The service was technically over when they closed the casket and people began to disperse, but I followed as they took the casket out and to another building and the cremation was well under way. Self flagellation? Perhaps. Necessary? To me, yes.

Alundil, I'm sorry. We spoke briefly yesterday about it. I had no idea you found out on Sunday morning. If there is anything you need, just make it known.

**Potemkine** · 08-21-09, 04:52 PM

Laggy..PM coming to you..stand by

**MotoZ** · 08-21-09, 05:21 PM

Laggy,

Sorry to hear about your loss.

**supercarl1** · 08-21-09, 10:17 PM

Words can't possibly express the saddness of losing a loved one. My heart and prayers go out to you.

And you as well Alundil.

It was great to meet you.