...your community spits in your face.

**~~Syrringe~~** · 04-04-08, 05:42 PM

youre right nuck....im jsut in utter disbelief....i hope all of you who voted against me change your mind about this whole situation.....but it wont matter b/c i dont want your vote.

I want everyone here in ttp to know i still love everyone who has stayed true to me, has been my friend, this is very upsetting for me and i feel like shedding a tear or two because its fucking heartbreaking.

TTP WAS MY LIFE. I ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT TO ANYONE ID MEET. Now my peers are saying im a mole.....WTF AM I SUPPOSE TO DO.....sit back and say "Oh yeah that's fine"

NO.....I stand for my beliefs.

Fuck i need a shot.

**~~Syrringe~~** · 04-04-08, 05:43 PM

Originally Posted by CivilWars

I will speak up as a BF2 puppet.

My view is this. On one hand you claim to love TTP, and be 100% committed to it. On the other hand you are best friends with someone who has done as much or more harm than anyone in the history of TTP. I do not view the world as compartmentalized like you may.

If someone screws my family over I don't say i have been friends with them for a long time, so it's no big deal. I don't say i will talk to them, or hang with them when my family is not around. Excommunication means no more communication last time I checked. Not in game, not online, not on the phone, and not face to face.

I personally can not, and would not tell you to never speak to him again. I can however vote that since you choose to continue to associate with him I prefer to not have you in a position of power. Am I right? Only time will tell, but this post telling the community to kiss your ass helps me feel a little better about my decision.

Civil

No youre not right....youre a fucking puppet. I thought you were alright...but now you have ZERO respect from me.

everyone jsut know, that I will never do anything to jeopardize my stay here at ttp...BUT I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU WITHOUT CROSSING THE LINE.

**laggyNgroovy** · 04-04-08, 05:43 PM

I'm glad you clarified that for obvious reasons.

Perhaps that is the best solution, I don't know. But I'm headed home now, I've got a paper to write.

**sjt17** · 04-04-08, 05:44 PM

Your rant is a shame given you're trusting sources that can not forsee the outcome of your vote.

These comments detract from the LARGE majority of admins yet to vote.

The situation to them, as always, has been presented clearly.

You, & your clan have not been accused of being traitors or "bad" or unloyal members.

The situation is:

Are you a liability as a site mod and admin to sensitive information? This isn't a ban the clan or a rain on Syrringe situation - yet....and that's largely up to you.

There are two other clans, and countless other members suspended as you are, and you are the only one here cyring foul before the process is complete. :5

You are the only one not trusting the system.

You're not being singled out, you're not alone in your burden, or in being subject to protecting the rest of the members on TTP.

**~~Syrringe~~** · 04-04-08, 05:47 PM

I am being silngled out SJ.....im the only one who's votes show they are not being re instated..

I understand the concern and the vote....but i dont unerstand the current outcome.............BF trumps CS....there will be a majority of BF mods voting over CS mods and i know what the outcome will end up as.

To those who havent voted...DONT...

I DONT WANT MY POWERS BACK.

I want to be a reg. PERIOD.

**Tractorpull** · 04-04-08, 05:49 PM

There is a point to the fact that most of us who know Syrringe best, who talk to him the most, the ones who know more about his character, don't have a vote here.

**IronStomach** · 04-04-08, 05:50 PM

Alright, well... I've tried to put myself in your shoes, and believe me, I know how shitty it can be to have suspicion thrown at you when you don't deserve it. But take a moment, and now imagine what it looks like to those who don't know you, and unfortunately can't make a judgement call based on who you really are. They have to go on what they know, trust their own judgement, and make a very hard decision. You and your clan wouldn't have gotten to where they are today if you weren't a major TTP supporter; I don't think anybody's doubting that. But that isn't the whole issue, and being part of this community means that there will be many site mods and admins who don't play with you on a regular basis, and so can't use character judgements to weigh in on their decision.

It's a crappy situation. See it to the end.

**CivilWars** · 04-04-08, 05:51 PM

Originally Posted by Syrringe

Originally Posted by CivilWars

I will speak up as a BF2 puppet.

My view is this. On one hand you claim to love TTP, and be 100% committed to it. On the other hand you are best friends with someone who has done as much or more harm than anyone in the history of TTP. I do not view the world as compartmentalized like you may.

If someone screws my family over I don't say i have been friends with them for a long time, so it's no big deal. I don't say i will talk to them, or hang with them when my family is not around. Excommunication means no more communication last time I checked. Not in game, not online, not on the phone, and not face to face.

I personally can not, and would not tell you to never speak to him again. I can however vote that since you choose to continue to associate with him I prefer to not have you in a position of power. Am I right? Only time will tell, but this post telling the community to kiss your ass helps me feel a little better about my decision.

Civil

No youre not right....youre a fucking puppet. I thought you were alright...but now you have ZERO respect from me.

everyone jsut know, that I will never do anything to jeopardize my stay here at ttp...BUT I WILL LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU WITHOUT CROSSING THE LINE.

Get a clue man. Go ask your birdy how many questions I asked to try to defend you. Stupid I may be, but I am no man's puppet. I have taken ridicule from other admins, mods, and founders of this community for being the dissenting voice, and you know this. I don't really care if you respect me, but the saddening part is I am losing more and more of mine for you with every post you make. You are at a fork in the road, choose wisely.

**sjt17** · 04-04-08, 05:52 PM

Singled out you are not.

You losing your acces by a vote of your peers that is incomplete IS NOT you bing singled out. It's you losing your vote.

Being singled out would mean you'd be receiving treatment different than everyone else.

You need to stop posting, and go drink a beer. Relax. You know bwtter than this.

If you were anyone else, you'd not be subject to this kind of patience from me or any other site admin. If you have been singled out, it's to give you the benefit of still having a voice....

Think, remember - let the process run.

**~~Syrringe~~** · 04-04-08, 05:53 PM

Originally Posted by IronStomach

Alright, well... I've tried to put myself in your shoes, and believe me, I know how shitty it can be to have suspicion thrown at you when you don't deserve it. But take a moment, and now imagine what it looks like to those who don't know you, and unfortunately can't make a judgement call based on who you really are. They have to go on what they know, trust their own judgement, and make a very hard decision. You and your clan wouldn't have gotten to where they are today if you weren't a major TTP supporter; I don't think anybody's doubting that. But that isn't the whole issue, and being part of this community means that there will be many site mods and admins who don't play with you on a regular basis, and so can't use character judgements to weigh in on their decision.

It's a crappy situation. See it to the end.

Fine....ill wait it out.....but im not an idiot....i hope everyone votes based upon their feelings.

Im stil taking a break from the game......but not a break from these forums. FUCK I FEEL LIKE SMASHING A FUCKIN 2 x 4 over my head...THANKS GUYS...THANKS A LOT FOR BEING JUDGEMENTAL AGAINST ME....even tho i did nothing.